Oh dear, I miss you
Here I am, taking one breath after another
Sinking deep into my heart
Far away on a lonely planet.
I see a twinkling star.
Reach my hand out, touch it,
Fall apart.
I breathe in stardust,
Dissolve into the universe
Fall apart, fall apart
Fall down on the earth
As a deer
On the ground,
In the forest, I take one step after another.
I run, I run.
The seasons change one after another.
I run, I run.
In the snow, my footsteps sink into the ground.
One step after another,
I run, I run.
There I see blood drops in the snow.
I know it’s you.
I follow the traces leading me to you.
Bow and arrow, smeared in blood.
I lick the arrow and know it’s you
Even though I know you through another face.
I follow the blood,
Follow the blood,
On the white. Melting deep, deep inside.
And there you are leaning against a tree
Still warm, breathing shallowly,
Freezing fingers, ice on top.
There you are.
I lick your face,
Yes, it’s you,
Yes, it’s you.
Though I know you through another face.
You fell down arching on the wall,
Trying to set your goal.
Then you fell from the wall,
Hit the ground,
Fell apart, hit your knee, hit your head,
Blood all over the night.
You lean against the tree.
Touch my fur, I am warm.
Touch my fur, feel me.
Do you remember how we were riding in the old times?
I take you on my back
Ride you far away
To the next place
With care.
There I leave you in front of a doorbell,
Farewell my love, farewell